Lyrics/Poetry
Everything in a Girl Verse: She’s a part of Me part of what I want in me she’s everything in a smile she’s everything in a Girl Gone Wild I know how to write She’s knows everything in the world tonight incredible she is to me What a face, such a smile to see Bridge: she can be all I need I need more of this right now she grins I see she’s everything in a girl, In a girl Verse: In me she sees what I can’t always admit she wants me to choose her before this Awake or asleep, She held my hand for about that time all in my head Bridge: Everytime, everywhere, everyone she’s everything in a turn Everymoment, Smile, Every laugh she’s everything in a girl Chorus: In a girl In a girl in a girl in a girl Verse: She’s a part of Me part of what I want in me she’s everything in a smile she’s everything in a Girl Gone Wild Chorus: Girl gone wild Top Greenwood Verse 1 I would walk down by the waters edge with you next to me We’d be like a tree with spring You make the best parts of me come true The most fun I’ve had from nothing to do Like walking near the river that turns the boat down Like going to the place were we all fall down Seeing that paint on the floor and seat Having you come see me, all own on my knees Pre- Chorus This is what love’s supposed to be This is what my eyes are meant to see This is where my feet have taken me Going down to greenwood for a party Going down to greenwood for a party Going down to greenwood for a party Might come back to aldergrove, but I would miss the trees I’ll catch you later with more from me, I’ll catch you later baby I sure hope I can see you again Cuz my lover your walking a line so thin We’ll see how far I get from this time I swear your hair ain’t a bother as long as your mine This is what love is supposed to be This is what my lover does when free I won’t complain about this river mess I won’t say no baby if you keep saying yes When I come back to greenwood we’ll catch a ride From one of those places that make those slides Baby stay for a minute while I hear you talk Tell me a secret something while we walk Meet me in greenwood I’ll finish up here It’s been along time to move my dear. Top Hard Times Part 1 We never had that, had that Money throw away food disintegrate x2 Part 2 we never had all the pretty toys we never ran with the silly boys we were raised by a golden rule which changed us to good and not to fools Part 1 we never had all the great dreams all we have now is bad memories filled with hate and Shattered trust we love them like metal to rust Part 1 we never had that, had that, good dad and a good role player we never had that strong life We never had that, had that all we got was a call, and a promise sayer we never had that strong life Part 2 growing up was filled with Perverts to Molest a small child, to hurt that man who gave me love like sin locked up 3 years a little to thin Part 1 never will my boys suffer that fate never will they ever experience that hate they will always love their minds the will never have these hard times. Part 2 a mother who worked to feed four children will always have a smile to fill in part 1 being raised with no dad and a liar just as bad as a gas can to a fire part 2 way we all die it’s not our fault just the dues we pay to travel that road part 1 You never had that, had that screwed up kid across your back you never had that hard time x4 Top Last Day in Paris Verse: Friends at first lovers at last take my dreams to heart so fast I knew you then like I know you now keep my wings girl, beneath your gown Verse: Friends all night yah you wanna be Play your song, while I’m getting that heat I’ll sit near you like I got more to say Our halos come off girl, after we pray Chorus: It’s my last day in Paris, I got no more room You can’t come baby, or I failed to soon Walking back baby, lonely still Little scared lady a devil with his tail Verse: This place is paradise, it’s the same as your hands My heaven girl was in you, now it’s left for me to begin Too little love, wait til next time. Working all day babe and playing all night Start down low like a boy in the park Kiss you all night babe, I give you my heart. Chorus Bridge: Now I’m counting down the hours till I, board this plane But we are dying here, and nothing feels the same. Missing your diamonds and I’m missing your pearls my girl Your rocked my mountain till my wings fell too this world. Keep on moving around and around and around and around Till you climb back down and down and down and down Chorus Top Look My Way I run around, chasing your clowns all day Moving my feet to that simple beat my way Picking sticks playing those tricks all day Baby look my way, look way Verse: I’ll chase you around playing lost and found some day Losing my breath and losing at chess I may Taking a trip missing your lips I’ll say Girl look my way look my way, look my way Chorus: walking into the sun, Dancing is no more fun Sitting there watching you cry Walking is no more fun, Dancing like on the sun, Floating up into the sky Verse: Dragging you down like a stupid clown they may I know these pricks they got no hits I say They buy your tears while making your fears I say Girl look my way, look my way look my way Bridge I got no one to drag me down I got no one to bring me down So why don’t you run away with me Can’t you see, can’t you see. Verse: Are you catching my drift for one last kiss, I pray I’ll take a run for your hot sun, one day Playing outside getting all damn tired, all day Girl look my way look my way Look my way look my way look my way. Chorus Top Made For Me Sweetest laughter, sure as rain Little angel heaven came you have healed the strain Bright-eyed wonder, full of love Pray that I can be enough My whole life I’ve dreamed of I was made for you, and you were made for me Little dancer, small and strong I have always known your song Here you'll always belong Sunshine came so sweet and pure Your sweet light I’ll adore I will never ask for more I was made for you, And you were made for me Soft and quite, precious one Whole new Journey\'s just begun Grateful Moment, I'm undone Humbled, proud in loving arms Give my life, I’d give it all All your life and beyond. I was made for you, And you were made for me I was made for you, And you were made for me Top My Life It seems everyday that I wake That I make a terrible mistake When you call I do not hear Or I turn to you a deafened ear While I try to straighten out today I say something from way in yesterday It rips me in two to try for this thing Why give you time when I gave you a ring Waking up to your soft touch When you’re gone made like a paid so much I wander the rooms with nothing to say No one to listen, no one left to pray Saying I’m sorry for those unloved nights Doesn’t mean much if I don’t make this right I love your face and behind your eyes I don’t want to lose what I’ve worked for my whole life Do not leave me alone to my own defenses I would lose all and more of our favorite chances Say I forgive and I will be by your side Always a time when you are part of my life. Top Our Meeting And I see, your face, and it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen Between, these paper and pen, where do we begin, we just meet and meet again I fly on by your life’s as I go higher and hig by your smile Until I fall down to this ground, tho the ground We talk ever moment till it stops being that way You and me and our time, our time to stay When I cry I’m crying for you, when I’m kissing on someone, I’m kissing on you Till our meeting goes to late, into the morn, while I move for more. While I run along all of your matter of facts, and you can’t go back now When we get to the point where we can’t go back, and that’s a fact You kiss it goodbye like it’s trying to stay There is hope to dream of our day this meeting The angle you take when we watch the sunrise To sit by your side baby until it arrives Stay home or comeback and meet me again anytime Meet me late wherever you can keep me on time Language doesn’t matter as long as we see the strong after Mix in my toes with your feet, like it doesn’t matter Keep me close for you cannot go there alone Our meeting matters more than being on your own Top Quite and Alone Verse: Quite a sound silences makes when along on a bed Considering all the noise around my head I’ve wished at times for someone for me Just a whisper would be some company Chorus: Grateful for the peace and silent times Imagining death a better life than mine Eighteen corners and not even a web No spider to stare, no mine to be fed Bridge: Can this length of fear, do me for good Only by the quite means, will I be understood Verse: End it now this please Foolish to feel anything Talking to walks, see them cry Alone in this room, every shade of lie Chorus: For all this time I was alone Until a moment passed I was this tune Given the right move I could have been With you tonight not just quietly thinking Top Second Hand Love Verse: Is this really that good Is it worth my time What would you do if you could Can I say you are only mine Pre-Chorus: I can look back and say You loved me for him that way You took his heart I pray Cuz mine is dead from that day Chorus: I didn’t want your left over kiss, left me there in the field little miss I know the gap and what your thinking of Two time death from your second hand love Verse: I’ll fall past your eyes like I’m diving down I’ll land real hard and break, baby I’m your clown You touch me like you love me you say the same too You say you miss me, I wish your words were true Pre-chorus: He gave you love like me You crave him more than me He runs faster than me You give him a heart for free Chorus: I didn’t want your sloppy next one I can smell what you both dream of Taking you back from me all done Twice now died from your second hand love It kills me twice you leave me first Then poson me after you get back It’s not a good break baby when you thirst For more even when it hurts I always come back Top Settle In I was lost by the way side. I was missed by your sleigh ride I chased you down to the ground I danced where I could girl I sang where you stood girl I went all the way around But for me sitting on this little hill Your drinking all night, and taking that pill You can’t be here with me right now I’m coming back from the places I’ve been I’m running back from the states I was in I’m changing my ways so I can settle in on you My guitar has a broken neck My fingers bleed from every tip I wanted you to hear my song I miss you like I miss the sky Down in a hole where I might die You’re the only light I know, that isn’t wrong You know girl, they speak French down here You know little mama I don’t fear The way that I know feels so right Girl my girl you speak to me From my bed awake in these dreams Like a deaf man when he hears the first time You drained my heart when you left me there You drown me now in your long brown hair. J’taime my sweet, my little miss My long lost love and forever kiss This was your song from the moment I dropped this ink I’m coming back from the shores I swam I’m running back from being on the lamb I bringing you back every second I missed. I’m coming back from the places I’ve been I’m running back from the states I was in I’m changing my ways so I can settle in on you Top Someone Verse: when I’m alone it makes me cry what is untold makes me die Where can I see my mind fly who is it that I see inside Chorus: I need someone in my life I Want you here by my side if I knew where your hand will hide I could follow you there and find, Behind. Verse someone near someone close someone who always knows someone once so for from tears someone from that place to here Chorus Bridge if I see you walking there on your own, someone here, someone I know if you see me standing there all alone out there, No one I know Verse: no one I know Do do do la la la NO one I know. NO one I know. NO one I know. NO one I know. NO one I know. NO one I know. Top Takeaway Chorus: Love take this Boy away from this place out of this state Into the Part where you say from this place out of this state. Verse: walk around and if you feel or want to see even to Meet the Face you forgot when he or want to see even to meet Hope along or drag while you walk baby just don’t stop or perhaps drop The things you enjoy when you talk baby just don’t stop or perhaps drop CHORUS VERSE: in a house or out by your door your brought me more and took my floor the mess of all those undone chores you brought me more and took my floor along with all of my pain into the same ours only became what we wanted in the first place into the same our love only became (A cappella) on the other side was you and I alone for life given those ties to forever and on into our lies alone for life given those lies Chorus in the middle was our path it was all we had and more than that it was the greatest of all we lacked it was all we had and more than that to be in our smiles and Happy thoughts what no ones got this same lot how would you feel to know what we’ve got and we are not that same lot CHORUS Bridge: I was raised in the world it was what I knew I won’t forget your view into the light I can see baby what I need I don’t want your world CHORUS CHORUS Top Vancouver Rain Verse: We left the place nearly three hours ago You walked down Granville St, with me in tow. You had a bottle alone, for too long, to help you say you wanted to love me girl, but your heart couldn’t stay. Bridge: A friend of mine who’s a five star, heard my tears him and I we walked all night, Till I couldn’t hear Chorus: Your voice over the Dancing stars, that felt so very hard. they call for showers, but I knew the best part, I knew the best part Verse: I have Vancouver rain on my face my chest is dripping where, your kisses were placed I take a long time friend and we heard a bell long walk back to heaven girl when you start from hell Bridge: I need a pick it up and shake it off day, Something for real something I can rest my eyes on girl, I need to heal Chorus: I get on by, and forget your wicked demands you Slap me across my bleeding heart, Without raising a hand you never came back, but you sent the rain Covered in cold, a jaded heart, is all I claim Chorus; Do do do do Top Peter and I Growing up late, long days behind I’ve got a short name, no one that finds I pray like the Chinese and I’m finding little time To move towards these leaves as I’m watching it collide Peter and I are like old kids He wants what I have and I want his He’ll fly from the lost boys and came for a day I’ll fly back to neverland and I’ll fly away, I’ll fly away Chorus: Peter and Me, run like the moonbeam Finding the place, picking your team Getting back to my roots, where I started from Find all you need and all you want I’d stay out there two stars from the right I would find the time to read your mind I’d call you up and I’d bring you there I’d give you my love, baby, in the midnight air In the mid air You could stay home today and sleep with no might Or you could come with me and stay up all night I’ll fly you past the moon and even the stars We’d be gone so long babe, you might say we’ve gone too far Chorus I’ll be your Mr. Pan for a day, I’ll keep him well known my way I’ll be your boy back on planet earth, I’ll be your man alone if you’ll just be my girl Top A Good Man He’s a good man today His two feet are moving straight Looking down he follows the cracks On his way down to Hell he’s never looking back He’s a bad man today Like a blind man he’s running away Pickin dirt from the sand Using his fist and breaking his hand A Good Man A Good Man A Good Man A Good Man He’s a bad father today Carrying his voice away away Drinking from the bottle with no empty He’s feeling a little proud and alittle less worried He’s a good husband today Sending the hate down everyway Gave to his wife only a verbal name He made the right choice to stay away A Good Man A Good Man A Good Man A Good Man I was his good son And he gave me some He showed me his best And it was the worst one. He’s a good friend today They don’t know him in that way Doing a little good doesn’t make you not bad Doing a bad thing hides the good, and bury’s what he had He’s a bad man today because he always knew wrong He learned it young from his own and he said son, this is how it’s done He was a good man today, Then he woke up and he prayed He walked past his own grave, Cause the son of a bad man never came my way Top Cold Hard Cash When the white rain goes down The thunder crashes to the ground 3 days pass before you came back your body rotten inside and your hear turned to black you laid there all dead and wrong bleeding underneath your tongue pickled out like a bleached white shirt poisoned your soul canceled your hold on the love that you filled your heart with dirt you took my hit and you fancied a kiss your soul didn’t wanna stick around no more frankly I don’t’ give a trick a dollar or 50 cents I don’t give money to hookers like you no more I planned this steady rain I ran past your crooked legs I died the day you did too We all like to catch a ride We all like to die this time Just wait and see what I can do Friends never once, lovers by chance My drug for you was my cold hard cash You tasted my soul,you skipped my roll Couldn’t wait to run your last Taking your trip across my lips I traveled to the future and beyond You died today in my arms I prayed For your daughters life but it was gone. Top My Girl My girl tells a story with every foot step She talks about being alone and how she wept Falling over like a circus city clown Trading glances out the door and she’s looking down Her foot touches the floor and it speaks a word Redemption, love, I can’t go back I won’t be heard How can she say this how can she be right so is so cruel, she tells of love and a fight her heals preach to me, they give a sermon from the mount my girl has the commandments boy and she’s walking away giving them out she leaves the room and heads fro the door step her scream is so loud from the shoes that are wet I’ll go into the rain again I’ll venture ahead She says to my ear, as her steps are killing me dead I’m dying down here, I’m dying along She won’t com back, into our home She waits for my last breath before she’s gone She walks back, where the light once shone Her talk turns around at the very end She says with her eyes, her voice looks bent She captures my hand in hers she holds The keys to our place final and cold. Top Not Broken Yet My girl tells a story with every foot step She talks about being alone and how she wept Falling over like a circus city clown Trading glances out the door and she’s looking down Her foot touches the floor and it speaks a word Redemption, love, I can’t go back I won’t be heard How can she say this how can she be right so is so cruel, she tells of love and a fight her heals preach to me, they give a sermon from the mount my girl has the commandments boy and she’s walking away giving them out she leaves the room and heads fro the door step her scream is so loud from the shoes that are wet I’ll go into the rain again I’ll venture ahead She says to my ear, as her steps are killing me dead I’m dying down here, I’m dying along She won’t com back, into our home She waits for my last breath before she’s gone She walks back, where the light once shone Her talk turns around at the very end She says with her eyes, her voice looks bent She captures my hand in hers she holds The keys to our place final and cold. Top Drive By Mother Drive by mother she stays then she leaves She drives my street then leaves me Bring me up, lift me up, I stand tall and I call your name Take me there, bring me there, I won’t fall but I’ll call your place In and out, stay right here, she moves so fast, no one cares But me I see, how far it is, to miss her love, her one last kiss She comes and she goes Like no ones knows How do I go on like that Alone for life Nowhere to hide Catching my breath like I want to go back She left to fast Felt alright Didn’t know it could go on I tested my arms now Laughed at my pain so Need you more on a day like this Drive me back to the corner store Help me pick out some more For you and for me just be together and free I wish you wouldn’t drive so fast I wish you wanted life to last To kiss to hold to be love and be more bold Top Confident Love I cried myself dry, everything against the wind Staring out at a mountainside, babe, I started up again The water looked so long and cold I felt I had to arrange I see your face in my hands and even in my dreams The beautiful place filled with ice The snow is so far away babe, I don’t know why I felt like catching my breath, before I went to pray You said yes, and I said no, hell it felt the same A body’s broken and fingers tied My handle is my name I gave you my last, and only first time My love my body all the same And if I should go Carry me back home I’m staring at this map don’t know where to go I could walk up or down or a bit closer to home My mind says left, my heart says go My body says yes my feet say no I traveled a thousand kliks to see exactly what I missed Back at your ranch babe, where we first kissed I found my way to your home, to your front door I looked all around my bed for you, nothing to adore. And if I should go Carry me back home I am missing your confident love babe Your sweet breath in my ear What time do we meet up tonight I’ll be home tomorrow my dear Top My Little Miss My Little Miss Can I have just one kiss Where have you been Out tonight with the good Lord Watching? Boys drive so fast And their hands move faster Tell me where to go I’ll drive you no matter You where my baby Hold you in my arms still maybe? Bringing you home mama fast asleep Tears on her cheek Never wrote a song like this before I never knew angels exist To bring you home where we sit Making you warm, my little miss My little child Love filled hearts perhaps? Rent paid and food we ate Close to nothing some days My little darling Cuter than the angels calling You showed me how to love my girl Past this world Never wrote a song like this before I never knew angels exist To bring you home where we sit Making you warm, my little miss Top Baby Blues This boy dance like a little man He moved so fast like a baby boy can He ran and ran and ran from post to post Dragging his feet my little ghost We faked our smiles, when we knew the plan We couldn’t dance because our time had ran That potbelly grew the baby moved Danced one final step while we flew Looking now into your baby blues Seeing you gone on your own Left me here, left us no clue Get up my baby don’t lay down Keeping your word God, we kept your rules Seeing our baby just like fools Go on, move through this town Forever seems to wait, when you hear that sound Looking now into your baby blues Seeing you gone on your own Left me here, left us no clue Get up my baby don’t lay down Top My Case All I got is my case, never found his face No one left to blame, No one to take my place My money’s gone for now, my case brings me down I need a little fresh tears, I can know why I’m here My lover’s gone, my lover’s stayed An empty can of disarray Filled by pain and shadows of hate I feel my case is late Way back in my day I had innocence to burn Full of the things I had a lonely boy in this world. I was born with a case, innocent and pristine. He stole my place, a liar and unclean After those days past after my hate relapsed I walk with my fist up, sang to loud perhaps I had watched my case grow, too large for more no Filling up fast, too much for my endure somehow I wrote her name down, next to my wrist I felt her breathing went down my last kiss This case I’m dragging around is too full now, just one more I need a new one now; this old town takes the floor My baby I’m leaving, be back real soon Look for my shadow, when you look at the moon Stop my case from falling to the haunting step Keep me from crawling to your wanting lip Top 1237 I got a 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 and 9 I need a 1 2 3 4 , so I can be fine They give me a 1 2 3 7 still off by 3 I need a 1 2 3 4 2 times for me My day goes fine as I move through 12 hundred times it’s not about you 3 minutes past but I move on that times goes by times goes on 1427 to start out right 717 to the next fight bring it on home girl bring it on soon I can’t move on I can’t move through I got no time I got no space My numbers all wrong this is my race Numbers add up and numbers just go My times all wrong, I just know I’m losing my touch I’m losing my mind 1237 is the exact wrong time 1234 is a much better start to a good day straight to the heart 54323 is not a real hand 1234 is not much better than I can’t argue anymore I can’t miss I can’t pass go I need more of this I race to the front I race to the back I lose my feet while I lose my stack 1234 is my time to beat 1237 means I’m off by 3 Top Sitting Here 1:30 in the morning and I’m laying here visiting myself thinking clear I’ve got your crows in my head I’ve got you back into my bed I’m looking for a dream so I can catch you I’m hoping for a good one, to help my through This time this place, my mind my race Faster than a bullet can, more man than I planned Waking up and 11am wanting to be Awake all night making talk almost free Sitting here by myself wanting you awake You to be my eve, Adam I could make Hiding between these two rocks Dance a little two step, grab some chalk Play like a kid with a chin Take it amid a little sin Move on down, walk along now Make a song find a clown Carry me, lose me, kiss me, phone me, Find me, love me , give me, you’re free Baby doll, you are the best I know I’m in love from your mind down You fill me in when I never knew I listen free and you love me too. Top Just Dreaming I’m sitting here, by the window hearing it fall The rain by the window I’m lovin’ it’s calm Waiting for you to open your eyes for my joy Sleep keeps me alive while I’m just your boy Your tender smile I see in the bed just falling Deeper than you know, you keep my calling I run up to your door just walks back down You can say yes when you come back around again. Laughing with you, walking with you, talking with you Kissing with you, dancing with you, singing with you My lady your with me tonight with it all down Can’t run from this time can’t move out of this town I know I’ll find you back around my daytime Feeling me feeling you, then we meet around my anytime My friend today you’ll be my dream girl Cause tomorrow you are gonna be my real girl Can’t we love, stay like this forever? I wanna show you what love is meant to be here I’ll walk back to our home to our place tonight then While you sleeping tonight I’ll be just dreamin Top Hitch My mind could never imagine you saying more You told me the truth I wish it was so Then you bring me here to satisfy your But the whole damn time I’m lovin’ this chore Then I slip into your arms to feel your embrace Your warm your loving face With all these restrictions I just wanted your glow Here’s to you and here’s to me Here’s to all the things and people we’ll meet Your mine now and all mine is yours I wish it wasn’t so but here we go With a big bump in the road I’ll look head Just to let you know how it goes This relationship of fingers and of toes. This is our life we should be just fine We’ll work through rocks and other hard times The miss of me will be alright Just her smile is enough to light. This time we have right here, just came down From a place so dear to you and I Where we can all see our fears and dreams go by Top The Right Side Seeing your face girl, down on the pillow Gazing into my eyes, with a breath too slow Never getting up out of your touch girl, never diving too low For enough to cry by, or to die by With all of your pain and blissful tears The day we died was the day that we feared Only in a prayer so deep, one by one our souls did meet On the bright side, baby, we went into each Carrying my body across that floor Seeing you cry was not yours It was the right side, baby, we went into more All our hearts ached for each others love Our bodies ached from the torturers glove, baby We can’t even say we tried We don’t even know how to survive To arrive by, to dive by, baby, I’m so into you I can’t feel to get out I need to stay in There’s so much pain in here I can barely breathe in I need you baby, need what you gave lady, another day away…. Another day away Carrying my body across that floor Seeing you cry was not yours It was the right side, baby, we went into more Top Not Really Sure He stands outside by his car and she says she doesn’t know How to feel How to see To show what to leave and what to through away He thinks it’s him he says it to her Who needs time Who needs space Not just a smile but it was her whole face Can he be sad, he says to his mind Can this be real Am I right or mistaken This is my life I am giving and it’s barely being taken away She brought him a gift at his work that Wednesday He smiled She winked They both were caught in that gaze All he thinks now is what does she remember About his hear About her love Together they were and now and he says it’s them or her…. Her mind is confused it’s not on right It’s stressed about life and she doesn’t want to ride All she knows is what she feels is a breeze just slight Whether or not she says goodbye to him there At the car or at the lake At the door it’s all a mistake She doesn’t know she’s not really sure. Top A Kiss Goodbye Growing up she always said that her love was always there I had been ill for some time and she always took good care Chicken soup or eggs hard boiled, her love so kind She granted me life, I was so lucky to find My dearest mother, I always had there even when we fought She love me so much too much to say words could not Through pain in my body and pain in my soul She hugged me tight and would never let her baby go All of her pain came second to us not herself I never saw how much she cared until it ended for us Laying there in the hospital bed as my dad went for something to drink My mom passed away in the morning of September 17th That morning I wept and into the afternoon I did as well Every time I looked for a picture my eyes began to swell Driving to the store with my sister and on the floor I saw Pictures of my resting mother a smile with no flaws If there was thing in my life I always wanted was this It was to give my mom on her cheek a goodbye kiss To never know her fate or dance with her again I love her and remember the comfort during the rain. Top Gone The last time we talked was quite some days ago I wanted to say more than I did to heal your sorrow All the reasons in the world would never explain the truth I missed the feelings I had when I was with you Driven by passion and propelled by a greater cause But all I wanted was someone who truly loved Then we met each other thinking it was our fate Thinking we were strong enough, we weren’t ready for that day The things I did to make you mad, the things I said to make you sad Were all from a glimpse of me as a boy not even a man This time our future has ended forever and some This time I don’t want to ever see you cry again You loved me forever and so did I too you Forever hadn’t seemed so long until it ended for me a you I remember your face and your tender eyes wide open I could only think of how wrong I felt to dead to rope in I will always remember you never to forget the smiles Always trying to lose the memories of those times I am sorry I left you I never did belong I wish you happiness and sorry that I’m gone. Top The Darkest Shadow is Never Seen I came back from the ledge my heart still beat I wasn't gone i was not asleep i ran along your matter of facts asked myself why, why not act as a child i cried, for absent help i made it seem, like i felt cut more and less, bled old and red put it back against, against the dead carried alot now, alone on the sun my shadow grew from underneathe cast my hand out to see why the darkest shadow is never seen surrounded myself by, room full of stars i saw a shape, made from a far grasped for the finish line, hide from your start take a taste, heaven knows a man apart never had someone to call me back no friend to wake, wake me up left mark on the darkest time i pushed it on, on the right time my ledge still waits, it calls my name runs me down, runs me the same this sundance star cares to be mean the darkest shadow now, is never seen I came back from the ledge my heart still beat I wasn't gone i was not asleep i ran along your matter of facts asked myself why, why not act carried alot now, alone on the sun my shadow grew from underneathe cast my hand out to see why the darkest shadow is never seen Top My Pedophile Thinking back to all the ways I’ve lived Looking back to days I Sinned Memorizing all the ways I’ve hid So can I bring it back to his chin I was dealt a rough card I was dealt a hand I was down from the start, he was not my man Did what bad men do, when they meet a friend Buy you candy, books, and hold your hand Not just to buy your smile or buy your grin They Buy your guilt so you don’t turn um in your running fast on the cold dark tile He’s not my friend, no he’s my pedophile We danced at night in your warm car We talked in bed It was too far Catching my breath as the waves crashed on I was alone, I was still, I was gone I held on for too long, I learned from way back I tried to speak, tried to claw my way back Did what bad men do, when they meet a friend Buy you candy, books, and hold your hand Not just to buy your smile or buy your grin They Buy your guilt so you don’t turn um in your running fast on the cold dark tile He’s not my friend, no he’s my pedophile Top Sick Like Me We did some crazy things baby – when we got up Mix and matching all day, while we are cooking it up Forget the time babe, forget about my place Losing track of the dime bag, dropping all over the place Woah, woah, woah, wooo How about a party, with our friends up stairs Let’s get it started right, started on two pairs Forget the rent doll, forget about the kids now Lets get high tonight, visit this old town Woah, woah, woah, wooo Can I ever get clean again, can I find myself Will I ever know love, and then love myself You left too soon, those pretty little stars Your face stayed the same, but your body fell apart But who am I kidding, myself or him I like who I am, strung out, proper and prim Woah, woah, woah, wooo My love song sounds a lot like pain Full of whatever I get with the devil in my vein I need a friend who’s hands feels like the next best thing I will be alone cuz is he sick like me. Woah, woah, woah, wooo Can I ever get clean again, can I find myself Will I ever know love, and then love myself Top Pouring out Listen, Listen, It’s quiet here like stained glass windows in atmosphere Crying for you Sirens through amplitude a voice drowned by the waves on the shore words into pieces while she’s wishing for more calling for truth she’s thinking what the use It’s Raining, It’s pouring out Speak your piece before it’s caught Turn to a signal before you’re taught Forget their rules Forget the fighting rules It’s a changing from alive to dead Path makes your way till your love is dread Come to you Come to any truth It’s raining tonight Top When I was a kid When I was a kid, we talked about bad men They would come to my house, and someone let them in they would curse and yell, and make a ruckus noise my mother said to whisper, but boys will be boys when i was a kid, we had a lot of late nights we had dinner in daytime, and some without lights canned pineapple rings, was a birthday cake something to eat, was all it would take when i was a kid my mom met a lot of men she cried and screamed just a little past ten i woke up and she had left for the hospital bed she came back from clink, she came back from the dead when i was a kid, my mother tried to die she did it so poorly, it’s like she never tried they took her away and a lot of folks came my way some said you poor boy, i’ll never go away in walks a few more men, in walks the beast his name was jack, to say the very least he catered to mom, he laughed like a fist he had me spend nights at his place to rest I remember looking out for him, and pretending to sleep i remember laying still, to not make a peep by age alone at seven, I felt like a man of 46 I knew more about life and death, than most people can guess Top Angry Hope Knowing that your fate will change Having a thought that will rearrange Taking back the time you delayed To your party cross a common lane Getting stuck in time, a busted mind Finding figures that make you blind Change your mind and try and rewind Before your cancer has to remind Take a step back, from the Ledge Move to a doorway with no edge Find a Balloon with a long blue string Let that adevture go, don't make it a thing Your angry now, you want to be You've got trouble ahead, and talk ain't cheap Bring back each and every inch please Give what you get, show your steeze When I look ahead I see a dark place and choose. I see the shadows there, fearing the noose. If i let my cares get ahead of me so i'll fall apart with know one to know I've got a plan, that will get me past it Take action and crushing the habit Scared he'll no, I'm terrified to quit Im working for life and won't forfeit Crushing the step, killing the goal Make my day punk, you'll finish that bowl Gettind pissed off, getting a big grin Fire it Up my lad, burn that for a win Hit a slope, a shred, a money trail Run for your life, live for the exhale Life ain't about, smiles and being that easy Its about gaining a win, each time things get breezy Run around yourself or get a crew ready Play dimes for a dollar, and save those pennies Behind on your bills, behind on the rent Get in front of your life, that's a 1000 percent Top Move On Time has left us behind to find a different design Speak or hold your peace, give it time Walk through your town, like dirty clown, smiling high Walk past your door, fingers up, we are alive And we’ll tell them we’re gone We’ll tell them it’s all over now Back to where we belong back to what we are allow Walk past the day to late for us to rewind Lose track of this hour, move along behind Emptiness in the sky, a blank in your eye Into your heart, it will speak till we’re alive And we’ll tell them we’re gone We’ll tell them it’s all over now Back to where we belong back to what we are allow And we’ll tell them we’re gone We’ll tell them it’s all over now Back to where we belong back to what we are allow Move on. Move on. Move over again Top My Thinking back to all the ways I’ve lived Looking back to days I Sinned Memorizing all the ways I’ve hid So can I bring it back to his chin I was dealt a rough card I was dealt a hand I was down from the start, he was not my man Did what bad men do, when they meet a friend Buy you candy, books, and hold your hand Not just to buy your smile or buy your grin They Buy your guilt so you don’t turn um in your running fast on the cold dark tile He’s not my friend, no he’s my… We danced at night in your warm car We talked in bed It was too far Catching my breath as the waves crashed on I was alone, I was still, I was gone I held on for too long, I learned from way back I tried to speak, tried to claw my way back Did what bad men do, when they meet a friend Buy you candy, books, and hold your hand Not just to buy your smile or buy your grin They Buy your guilt so you don’t turn um in your running fast on the cold dark tile He’s not my friend, no he’s my… Top Cougar and the Fox
Cougar and the Fox – October 19th, 2016 – Wednesday 11:12PM
What happened to the Holodisc, with your memories?
That never fade to go away, what a malady
I reach for the scanner now, to bring it back babe
Talk about losing our marbles, when we lost our way
Moving on up, to that bigger suite, that has it all
Hover chairs and infared heaters and rain barrels
We could grow old hear, we could grow young here
Take our time to settle down and wipe our drives clear
Chorus:
Transport, transmogrify, to something fantastic and strong
Move past this subwarp speed baby, take me home
Engage the FTL, take of the brakes and go
We’ll get ourselves to Alpha Centuri and go
Get the Lev truck, hit the 8 wheel drive
Go past the command post, and dive dive dive
Pill in behind Olympus Mons, Netflix and chill
I brought the synthol and cheese if you brought the will
Titan looks so beautiful this eve
Take our implants out if you believe
Let’s walk past the crater babe, where we kissed last night
Sailing with our warpcore off the future is bright
Stars, moon, orbiting around us too
Catch your breath then catch a comet tail by noon
My old CD case still sits on the dash ready to play
It’s faded it’s worn down, like you and I and these rays
Chorus:
Transport, transmogrify, to something fantastic and strong
Move past this subwarp speed baby, take me home
Pry me open
the Arizona sun, is hotter here they say
no mercy for my eyes, not even for a day
She’ll cover up her tracks a pretty dusty grave.
she sends a message clear she sends me on my way
I’m following after it
I’m following after something new
pry me open x 3
cry an ocean
I’m hoping
In my mind she turns and calls me to her feet
Sky sets on her eyes, she melts me with heat
My garden never grows, my rainbow doesn’t show
The desert calls me back, she won’t let me go.
I’m chasing after it
I’m chasing after someone new
pry me open x 3
cry an ocean
she’s tied me up inside just like the desert floor
she burned my skin and then beckoned me for more.
pry me open x 3
cry an ocean
Too
When I was young, like Christopher, I caught every last drop of ire
I knew I liked the song from mister, I too, was passed over the entire
Thing that binds that spins that slides, the merry go back, huh. mary’s done
She came she went, we kissed, I’m spent. She walked to roo’s home back son.
I missed the best part of being that young. I lasted and felt the only way
To fix myself was to become old, i was young and odd and always felt lonely
No one said you have to grow up, no pressed me against that cup
They didn’t say you have to grow up, they didn’t say you had enough
When did becoming too old mean you are now old enough to be
Strong, be straight, don’t fight your age, don’t fight the way
Fill the roll, follow our dreams, it’ll be better for you, if you know what I mean.
No one said you are grown up now, people never shed tears or be this now
I just felt like it was all I could do, to look past, to walk through, to be this proud
I realize that I make no sense, I don’t get to say really what I meant
If I could I would cry all the time, I’d fall apart, like a man, who’s dying of regret
Mixing the conclusion with the facts of my time,
mixing the beginning with the ending of my life
I walk past, I look through, I stare 1000 feet ahead,
no one is in between what’s inside my head
I try and benefit from my choice grow, to flow ahead of the rest
If I could tell you more I’d move along with blades to my wrists.
We don’t get a round two, or a round 4, we get what we get and we can get no more
I love the story that I’ll never get to tell, I’ love the gory mess of being at the well.
It’s a hell, like a gambler’s tell, when you say what you have to sell
You can’t keep from being honest, just guess or rest, but I digress
You said you are too young to feel this old, I’ve felt 46 since I turned 7
I turned him in, they called the cops, like my name was kevin
While I’m Here…
So many questions in my mind
As I try to find some light
So many people say they know
What is wrong and what is right
Everyday more than the last
My hunger, surely, grows
Soothing whispers speak to me
The light begins to show
Here I am on my knees
Though my faith is just a seed
I hold on and don’t let go
His light will come and I will know
I’d give it all away to know
All the answers here and now
Little flickers of the truth
All these pieces fit somehow
Pushing forward, certain now
My heart filled more than enough
Shadows fleeing from the light
Held by His eternal love
Held by His eternal love.
Here I am on my knees
Though my faith is just a seed
I hold on and don’t let go
His light will come and I will know
I am a child of God and He has sent me here
Teach me all that I must do…while I’m here.
Young Savages
Walk past the telephone booth to lose my mind
Climbing up the stairs, no cares to find
Catch myself jumping up, something up at the top
From the roof to prove, my naked skin won’t stop
I sneak a peek, black repeat I see
Catching the site, no blight so earnestly
We’re young savages
We’re just no ones kids
Where are the villages
We’re young savages
Came upon a girl, who’s world was unfurled
Made my case to the man, who hated girls
Fisticuffs, Somethings up, above the troubled youth
Catching the site, he died, no one tells the truth
Take a peek, a black repeat I see
Catching my breath, riding down so earnestly
We’re young savages
We’re just no ones kids
Where are the villages
We’re young savages
Came upon a girl, whose world was unfurled
Made a case to the man, to the man who hated girls
We’re young savages
We’re young savages
We’re young savages
We are Young Savages
We’re young savages
We’re just no ones kids
Where are the villages
We’re young savages
